how to lose friends and alienate people.

its nice to be able to say things that wont effect your in-game performance, as such i am happy to announce im no longer a member of versus. theyve been very kind but anyone who knows me knows that i dont really follow the same paths. personally, i like to finish one thing at a time, thee leadership with versus, decided to be more efficient and do everything at once. while i applaude their efforts, its just not me.

while they did do some stuff i wanted to do recently (wotg nms) and helped me get some gear (beast slayer etc) i thank the ls for that. but the same reason i sucked at highschool is the same reason i dont fit with that ls. i do things different. not a bad thing, can be a good thing, but im not a person hoo is easily rushed into long term commitments.

so in other news, im back on the ls market. i like hopping ls's and it helps me meet new people. so far shutupanddance has been a wonderful experience. its great to spend time with old ls members (fishura/kitsume/akanea) i think most were in explorer 2 (rip) and last night xerxes offered me a spot in a new sea ls that operates after midnight est. my friend sebion runs a sky ls, only 18 ppl strong, and my nyzul static also does salvage and znm.

with that said, the only thing left is stronghold nms in wotg zones. if you look at it, versus did almost all of that and einherjar. all in one ls all scheduelled out very neat and tidily, and that works for some people. just not me.

switching subjects.. Darkdawn needs more hugs! come on people D:
worst ingame month ever, he needs some support. my eek started off cursed when fisura lost the smalt chip for limbus and that set off a chain reaction where me and dark both lost big ticket iitems. we got a new chip thursday so the issue should be over. ubt still dark is having computer problems that cost him a scouts jerkin...

i guess thats all the bad news i can post for now, i have some new modling pics to put up, so if you want me too make something for your blog/site whatever just give me a gearset (ffxiah works) and ill come up with some poses that match you or that job!

<3 :3

beutimus

so happy my screenshots turned out earlier, i had fun today photographing my new look, and all my jobs have profiles now! take a look.


BLU


DRG


RNG


RDM


SAM


Had lots of fun in altanaview lol, these will soon be linked too so people have a refernce when i talk about gear :3

new and hopefully improved

its amazing! finally a screen shot'd post! its not that i dont take SS's, i just rarely upload them, and.. usually miss the correct moment.. or get too lazy to crop them.. or.... ok i dont take many screenshots lol. but today is important. today i finally changed my face (again)

and thew new me issss.......

Haja zhwan! minus the leapord spots (or whatever they want to call them)


any way, hopefully life will be brighter lol, versus attendance is sadly low, so we are unable to do the high attendance events we'd like too. umm, i joined a sucessful nyzul static, applying to shutupanddance here shortly, and dynamis has been... well.... um... dissapointing to say the least.
other than that, since we're doing scnm's in endgame, i should be able to grab zha'gho's barbut. which to me is one of the absolute best rng pieces bar none. actually, i dont beliieve it has any challengers as a head piece for anything better. thankyou SE for putting in something new for all rng and cor to drool over. other than that, gnabohd's helm, which is prettymuch a free wyveren helm+1 .... and 4 dex, some attack. the new best ws head for any job that cant use or wont get N.head.

and when i've become drun withpower, youll see me walking arround with this face...


lol but in all seriousness i truly hope to get these projects done swiftly. with my other project being those pesky 340 + merits i need to complete to not feel completely overpowered by everyone else and be a weak link in the DD chain.

if your interested in my goals (mabe they'll help you decide on som your not sure of?) my FFXI auction house gear sets and profile are right over there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
incase theres any help needed, or for curious people <.< anyway, im sure theres more i didnt mention, but thats all for now.

also, if you see darkdawn, give him lots annd lots of hugs and love, he's been needing it lately :)

(still havent figured out how to add spoilers here, will work on that)

finally

saotome kabuto mine! this makes my first 5/5 set. i was hhoping that i'd get wyrm armet, but that will have to wait till next week. hurray! i can finally store my saotome set :D ~~ more later.

Still alive

it's been awhile, not much has happened due to real life complications and not being able too log in >.> i was going to make a pos about how idiots annoy me, and embarrassing gear choices (que bastok ring at lvl 70) but ill save that for its on section as i come across them. let's see, well i finally started going to sea, and as soon as i get some more gear or finish rng, ill be starting limbus, the new price drop is making attending more realistic to me. my playtime has however almost completely shifted to event only. severely cutting down on hours of afk or doing nothing in town while waiting for someone to ask for help.

no, im now focused on campaigning rng and getting it 75 before i start the long relic road.

my other focus is finding a competent nyzul group so i can finally get askar, which would allow me to play sam again (finally.) my main goal for tp body on sam is the askar korazin, over the haubergeon+1. i assume there are other people like me but the general concensus disagree's with my views. after playing for over a year in the haub+1 it got quite ugly and boring. the agi and eva- also hurt alot since i tend to take hate for no reason quite a bit. so when i see this (semi) new item come along it seems like an answered prayer. it suffers a hit rate decrease but in turn provides more surviveability. besides the fact that i'm one of those people who'd rather look good for slightly less performance than look horrible for great stats.

this is the road ive tried to take as much as posible from day one. so in sea i was alittle taken back when i saw one of the new sam's looking for a haub+1, then showing up in an enkidu's harness... (brand new alternative to the haub.) over the course of the daay i witnessed her use an NQ haub, askar korazin and enkidu's harness, which brought me to question why someone would spend 2.7 million more for slightly better accuracy than they already have? some people have a good way to make money i guess, but when you have every FREE alternative, is it really worth it? apparently so to some.

i know for a fact rarity drives price, but the rediculous price's boggle me when everywhere i turn someone has these expensive items. weapons are a prime example. i'm currently in the market for a hagun and kriegsbiel. both come from small events, both have low drop rates, both are two-three times the price of every other weapon their respective jobs can equip (sam,rng) yet every person who knows what their doing will spend what seems like a life savings to buy these items. its slightly astounding to me, the limits of what people are willing to do for an uncommon, (not rare, uncommon) item in this crazy fantasy world.